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- 1. Chimes & Rhymes
read my mind.
in freeform.
obscurity's serene sense.
chasm claws are rhyming pairs.
this ain't a golden phase.
the past is letting go.
like a funeral pace.
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- 2. Worldgaeze
happiness is one thing.
sadness is a tight corsett.
the world's gaeze.
is another sad silhouette.
the blue of the sky (what a sight).
the gold of the autumn sun (the final days).
the loves went by.
like falling leaves.
one by one.
i'd love to drown.
my sorrow.
in a sea of sympathy.
i could need a potion.
to get rid of feelings.
if you could split my head you would.
see all of my decisions halfway torn.
so i shoot my condolences.
to all of my loves spurned.
the weight of thoughts.
in all of my apologies.
for what they are worth.
dawn and fog was all i ever had.
could you sing in that manner again.
like those time we were high in grey skies.
the moon hovers above this town.
a pale messenger of desaster.
a song roars through the night.
like a wounded animal's cry.
a beauty that has slipped inside.
this time i want everything.
i loved this world for a split second.
well now don't you never fucking mind.
trading water for wine.
"what's forbidden can't be mine".
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1. L(i)ars
i ripened, cold-formed my shapes.
i accepted insults to contain myself.
my emaciated body is bleeding.
but i bleed gold.
i cut the tention to pass the time.
i put my failures and wrongs into songs.
and spit and bleed across the lines.
existence on display.
nothing left to give.
sickness predicted .
but there is no other way.
to stay sane.
they'll never understand it.
and i can still hear the children's choir.
shoveled into the flames of love's wildfire.
anger's ivy overgrowned the throne.
while i lived i have been a liar.
i enjoy the comforts of lonesome.
even when i was younger.
you see it in my sunken eyes.
my head carried sadness and thorns.
and the river cries for my soul.
we're all sons and daughters.
that laugh histerically at wishes.
because the angels will remain silent.
2. Blue Smoke
open the gates of lovers hell.
incinerated.
freed from your spell.
i wear the mark.
of sorceres and witches.
my worst failures.
became my ghost of the past.
condemned.
conflagrate.
passion was my crime.
innocence.
a breathing hell.
torture.
no relief.
red hot tongue.
stoned heart.
beat me to the sound of desire.
hideous ways (that i love).
thrieved.
i'd love to tear them all apart.
right before love plays its fucking part.
i love you more than i loathe myself.
my face has turned blue.
from choking on best wishes.
with your grip tighten around my fucking heart.
no angels will come and gather.
to catch my fall.
as i inhale the fire.
blue smoke.
exhale myself.
exhale the love.
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- 1. Parasitic Dysfunction
close your eyes.
take a deep breath.
i wrest you close.
an overdose of ache.
i'll try to keep you warm.
we already died inside.
shivering from the same old cold.
come on. moan the blues of the pure.
stand by me. i want you closer.
trembling like fear-infested mold.
a plague spreaded.
when i told you my innermost.
caught up in the rapture of love.
now we run with the speed of god.
entwined anguish of despair.
and i fell in love with.
flesh, shame, piss and sloth.
down on my scraped knees.
all that i say.
stand by me.
i want to breathe, love, feel and fuck.
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- 2. Gray Haze | Twilight Years
a hand that dies.
an oath that binds.
i'm bound to your life.
rays of light.
hope shoveled aside.
well, fuck it, i let it slide.
serene obscurity.
the end of the road.
my heart buried in three towns.
the blood is scattered for miles.
the body is battered.
i'm creeping diseased towards.
a world that's waiting .
beyond this world.
hear.
the flute in the distance.
carries me away.
with the rhythm of love.
see.
there is a light in the distance.
that burns out.
a century of endless defeat.
i have to admit.
those years drained the best out of me.
it's never what it seems.
when the sun sets.
for the eldest of us.
when the sun sets.
for the wisest of us.
for the foolish among us.
when the sinking sunstreams.
burn scarred skin.
when the sun sets.
and exposes us to the darkness.
we are all alone.
we are the darkness.
and then the darkness is gone..
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- 1. Entrails
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- 2. Ruine
no way of knowing.
fed grief with force.
dwindling.
from the highest peak.
loneliness awaits.
desolation.
a primal state of mind..
i've surfeited on gloom.
imminent return of the night.
forgive me i can't die.
eternal holy carnage..
this cave is my frigid home.
i'm a depraved creature that lives alone.
venesect me. let the blood flow.
promise of prey, time takes its toll.
this heart followed the howl of heart wolves.
sipped from the milk of some mother's breast.
oh i'm drunk from carelessness.
all hail to the bloodchild.
a self-fish god always wanting more.
bloodred skies fill the inner void.
mortal glare.
reign when angers fire ignites.
an abyss is lingering while.
wrecked shadows collide.
you feel low.
you feel the lowest depths.
i can see you from there.
that's where you will find me.
a former life, so inciting.
my so-called living.
is slowly dividing.
into birth and tomb.
it's so divine.
rage is inciting.
so inspiring like laying.
and crying in my mothers womb..
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- 1. (D.T.T.D.)
darkness falls.
swallows my everything, my all.
deathtrip through white and black.
the cold sun of hope shines no more.
i embrace the drained hearts.
i am dreaming a life within a life.
haunted and stalked the day.
dream until tomorrow dies.
descend and condemn all in me.
in the absence of light.
i must have died a thousand times.
dream until tomorrow dies.
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- 2. White Nights
my faith lies shattered.
next to my hopes.
in shreds are my palms.
the sun doesnt reach me.
from my fists a foreign light
eclipse in white nights.
my love is childish, so they say.
i have waited a lifetime.
for the hell to freeze.
i despise human life (love).
dust was all that i breathed.
in the darkest corner.
a few more days.
and it will all be over.
we're all guilty.
for all we say.
we do as we please.
we're like pigs.
we fuck to feel that anything's real.
since when. it never really began.
lust fills our minds.
filthy gaping vents.
just sows willing to copulate.
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3. The Clawed One
and i have got a name.
that i will never forget.
it has been shouted at me all the time.
and i have got arms.
not strong enough to catch a fall.
i fell down once, i have broken my bones.
out of all promises.
i could make.
i can not promise you this.
and i have got a head.
there was never a choice.
like a gun it is revolving unstoppable.
and i have got hands.
i cant hold anything dear.
they are claws to scrape away the shame.
out of all promises.
i could make.
i can not promise you this.
pile up the pyre of my desire.
burn me at the stake.
and set this lonesome creature ablaze.
if i was given the chance to save a life.
i would even save yours in time.
if i was given the chance.
i would save everyones life around me.
except for mine.
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4. To No Avail
slit the throat that uttered the truth.
suffocation. i knew what i stood to lose.
i am here in the cold.
incision. i let love go in red flows.
naked and stripped.
chipping teeth to form a smile.
it will only be so worthwhile.
moonlight slips through the cracks.
i must have been in a coma for weeks.
i'm on the floor. a soulless shell.
into depressions realm.
into bottomless wishing well.
i live it out. i bleed it out.
for how long has it been.
i pin the shards in the veins.
i wrench open my hearts cave.
to see the character in its truthfullness.
i hear the voices. i'm standing in awe of better days.
i see my world from a daze.
a cold sting of loneliness.
enriches the words you have saved for me.
dwell on the closing, you said.
for this is the closer.
for it is the repetition of former sorrows.
you fall in love with things that arent there.
and never, you said, ask fortune to get it right.
you dont see that you are bleeding and trembling.
your hands hold nothing at all.
bound to nothing, each to each.
so this is life, more scars than skin?.
you want to feel it all?.
this is it.
it's all we have..
it hurts.
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5. Intentions
a well-known fear.
a seduction that embodies me.
a vermin.
a confession that breeds in me.
carved devoted.
ashamed depraved.
elusive possessive confused deranged.
i am the failure.
in every me and you.
i'll take the blame for the both of us.
so you dont have to.
like a shotgun blast to the chest.
like a knife stucked in the back of my head.
i grab the handle and try to twist the blade.
so we can make the best out of this charade.
"i love you's" like a brick in my hand.
this time you have received.
more than you could ever conceive
still not close to anything.
tossing and turning.
i'm in a sacred state.
i am lovesick
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6. Awareness
a downfall about to come.
failings on every wall.
lifes come undone.
fallen for every goddamn one.
only some verses.
to be forgotten soon enough.
a new horizon of dusk.
the world has to end in pain.
no solution, no solace.
no speech of soothing.
never again.
this is what it's like to be left behind.
this is how somethings turn out sometimes.
when the isolation's constant.
bad things happen because they can.
when the compassion's absent.
i have turned reckless.
are you aware.
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7. Isolation
my apology, i made this up.
and you thought i'd never give up.
they will say its hard to read your lips.
through isolation and solitude.
and if you ever read suicide.
then this might have been just.
because i misspelled it..
a chasm of grief.
right within reach.
future's overthrown.
hear the echos.
of the yeahs and the noes.
the spirit, the cult and the youth.
i am older than i seem to be.
the chanting will soon be over.
dust and smoke fill the air.
a morning breeze.
i fade away.
terror unleashed.
so here are my dreams.
in blood and steel.
writhing around demise.
butchered in black and fucking white.
frailty of the circle.
daylight shatters right in my eyes.
this life is a gift pressed upon us.
six times it has been easy.
with open arms, with open veins.
a darkness within my blood.
i give my heart up..
heres to the ones that gave up.
give up
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8. Acheron
carry me over.
upon the banks.
unsure of the things to come.
a dance with knifes.
unstable and capsized.
medicated vision.
rejecting human skin.
unable to materialize.
abolish human needs.
love whats left of the human shape.
no morality.
shattered glass.
you can't save me.
it's a cut away.
bloody and tossed.
blessed be thy will.
the forgotten child.
in search of safety.
eyes see inside.
into its own world.
can't breathe hope.
savor the taste of loss.
dark swamps slithering.
unseen land.
crowned in doubts.
riven by grief.
manifest in greed.
unveil the dreams.
baptised in mists.
driven by greed.
unhide the despair.
it is real.
praise the death.
it is real.
i used to be alive.
now i am mere version.
of what i used to be.
i am the heartless one.
the opposite side awaits.
every single one of them.
as does hell
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9. Coldness
i offer myself to the darkness.
in order to extract the joy from life.
take away your innocence.
i fall in love with strangers.
every once in a while.
synthesize the fear.
paranoid, i'm blinded.
intentions deterred.
in tention i stare.
adulterated.
exasperated.
inauspiciously
another pill.
won't set you free.
destroyer.
my lust has the shape of a knife.
destroyer.
the evil behind my eyes
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10. Control
and i am just not what you are looking for.
and i dont know what i am supposed to do.
and i am assured it will only make things worse.
and i just want a way out of here.
i can feel the fear gripping tight.
losing focus this time.
out of control, can't hide the scars anymore.
demented, i'm holding on my breath.
until ther's nothing left for me.
i fell for fallacies and deceit.
i am a beggar for relief.
madness hunts me, the path's steep.
sleep is for lovers and i have chosen to stay awake.
my feet are stucked in the years of lent.
the head hangs low, the throat is dry and spent.
a person in the mirror, pitch-eyed black.
staring back at me,.
reminding me of all that i lack.
control.
hollowed eyes can't see
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11. Passage
daylight has lost its shine.
as daylight dies so shall i rise.
i have awoken the fury.
the creature in me.
is strengthening its will
the sun has lost its warmth.
as night comes alive.
all my life, a simple wish.
no longer a servant.
days turn into nights.
forsaken speech of the tormented.
i'm falling away from me.
a leap of faith is just a fall from grace.
a transition has opened to escape.
weakness forevermore.
where will it end?.
eroded moral.
i'm disgusting and dirty just like sex.
rise, i have been risen indeed.
let this be the act of penance.
reason has lost it's appeal.
to slaughter in your name.
to sin in your name.
i sink into perversion at my wit's end.
only the rule of lash will deliver the laughter.
suffering is all i have to offer.
the cold touch of a world i created in my chest.
and your pain is the entrance.
i am creating something they will never forget.
pain, lust, greed, deceit, envy, sex, love.
pour the misery down on me.
admire the newest creation of sin.
the mad laughter inside my heart is my only deception.
dreams unfold with precious patience.
deluded lament of torture.
we cannot escape our fate.
like lambs to the slaughter.
the hand is not shaking.
as i open the door to a new existence.
wolves of the skies gather around.
ravens form in chaos.
i have to grin by instinct.
my teeth have been grinded into fangs
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12. Aenima
i walked a way paved by my own damnation.
cursed were the ones that never rise.
from the depths of devotion.
when it crossed my path.
we made a crimson pact.
underneath the stars in nightmares.
i fed with my own blood.
a beast between two worlds.
i was sick of the waiting for my own death.
a spark that enlightened their world like.
the shining in my eyes is gone.
my kin belongs nowhere except in hell.
the blood drips from my mouth.
like a promise of seven lives taken.
with the foot on the throat of my own enmity.
i finally inhale the breath of life.
but it leaves me unsatisfied.
on the wings of ravens it comes.
the shadows are brought forth.
in my visions i saw so many heavens.
and each single one burned in war
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- 1. Nachtmare
i had to leave you in pain to isolate myself.
from my agony detained.
i was the one that stood on the brink of death.
we are one and the same.
we ought to watch it all cave in.
but i lost the right to exist.
black and bruised, chained to bleak persistence.
dark and abused, bound to pure grievance.
drowning in emotion.
no love can keep you alive.
your shame made you the beast.
now open up the mouth of greed.
the hunger is unsatiable.
its eating you from the inside out.
dark spheres surround your being.
your fate has been sealed.
open up to the tragedy becoming one with the misery.
they all will be thrown to your feet.
for the first time in your life.
you will bring pestilence to those you love.
you’ve been given substance.
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- 2. Crisis
we have survived.
the terror of our very being.
when we have nothing but ourselves.
left to fear.
if i should start to explain.
i wouldnt even know where to begin.
unholy thoughts of redemption.
i have been punished in my own hell but.
i found my pleasure in this.
nobody ever gave me such things.
void of compassion, no matter what i do.
i am at enmity with myself.
i found my delight in this.
the joy of living just faded to black.
this world is a hole, den of sin.
sinking deeper, turning myself in.
i found my comfort in this.
the last chapter is always written in blood.
breathing new life into this shell.
but death leaks out of every wound.
caught up between salvation and dismay.
im surrounded by demons reeking my despair.
keeping the last ounce of blood to myself.
trying to avoid any refusal.
accepting the fact of the oncoming event.
the confluence of all the senses.
focused on a force of repulsion.
the undeniable truth will endure.
to suffer no longer from a life not my own.
the day is coming that the dawn will never.
surface.
the day is coming that the night will last.
longer than ever before.
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- 3. I Eat Your Fucking Face Off
oh my god, you fucking suck.
change your face. your goddamn style.
never keep it for a while.
spineless fool.
it's all the same.
i wonder that you keep your name.
hate you man.
don't get in my face.
be yourself.
not a disgrace.
because there's one thing i can't stand.
spineless fool.
it's nothing new.
like the pants.
you change your crew.
like a sheep you follow every trend.
spineless fucking fool.
nothing fucking new.
like your fucking pants.
you chance your crew.
i eat your fucking face off.
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- 1. M/Aevum
dont look back in anger when all you feel is hate.
i fucking surrender, wheres my serenity.
arms outstrechted for help, but scars start to show.
have you ever held a hand thats dieing before.
a dreadful desire not to be friend, son or brother.
a faith arisen from the gutter.
your kind knows nothing about loving one another.
the blatant lie called love.
is wasted on the loveless.
my heart is a bleeding wound.
mirthless searching for the lifeless.
black and white become the same.
noir.
this is eternal.
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- 2. Thorn II
can you feel the pain.
its now all thats real.
saw your true face but i cant deal with it.
you were such a beauty now covered in shit.
i am half-awake but i need sleep.
no beauty can touch a scar so deep.
the thorn buried so deep inside.
you will find no love greater than mine.
path of lovers, darkness prevails once again.
my patience is wearing thin.
hope is a blade at the vessel of my dreams.
i have swallowed pride and danced on glass.
a paradise now lost, was it ever enough.
the revelation became blood and flesh.
"i only come face to face with myself".
you promised this was everything.
and nothing.
and nothing.
can bring it back.
guilt it cuts the shit of out me.
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- 3. Caedes
behind the walls of neglection.
they might not take notice of what you have done.
but time has come to slash the wrists to their stranglehold.
look straight in the eye of bloody vengeance stone-cold.
they were lured into temptation.
you have been traced now you will pay the cost.
you are the reaper of innocence.
they fell prey to the carnal lust.
pray to your new god.
i will give them new hope.
in cold blood.
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- 4. Rome
i bit off the tongues that offered advices.
i drank my own blood and shed it beyond death.
devoted my existence to pain and fire.
my birth was the burst of flame.
the uglier the loss the better.
born on a soil of gasoline.
setting fire to all that makes the person i am.
cant break the spell this is my curse.
all i have to give is the last warmth to this place.
my soul will roam.
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- 5. Crisis
we have survived.
the terror of our very being.
when we have nothing but ourselves.
left to fear.
if i should start to explain.
i wouldnt even know where to begin.
unholy thoughts of redemption.
i have been punished in my own hell but.
i found my pleasure in this.
nobody ever gave me such things.
void of compassion, no matter what i do.
i am at enmity with myself.
i found my delight in this.
the joy of living just faded to black.
this world is a hole, den of sin.
sinking deeper, turning myself in.
i found my comfort in this.
the last chapter is always written in blood.
breathing new life into this shell.
but death leaks out of every wound.
caught up between salvation and dismay.
im surrounded by demons reeking my despair.
keeping the last ounce of blood to myself.
trying to avoid any refusal.
accepting the fact of the oncoming event.
the confluence of all the senses.
focused on a force of repulsion.
the undeniable truth will endure.
to suffer no longer from a life not my own.
the day is coming that the dawn will never.
surface.
the day is coming that the night will last.
longer than ever before.
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- 1. In Obedience
all that i see.
is wounded and haunted.
all that i hear.
is deceived and defrauded.
obey with every heartbeat.
i severed its head.
i broke its ankles.
i chopped its feet.
i impaled its heart.
i broke its hands.
i tore its flesh.
i ate its soul.
i chopped off its arms.
i twisted its mind.
i broke its neck.
i opened its veins.
i spilled its blood.
it wont stay dead.
until i had to see.
the damage has been me.
all the fucking time.
do you hear the cries of the beast.
do you feel the claws from within.
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- 2. Tempus Fugit
illusions trapped me again.
there is no beginning.
there will be no end.
confusions carved deep within.
savouring of deception.
thriving hell to distent.
nameless horror lies upon my soul.
forcing and condemnes it to unrest.
an eternal quest of salvation.
shadows always move in pairs.
dont look in these eyes.
i close them everytime.
to keep the terror inside.
dont look in these eyes.
i close them everytime.
to keep the horror inside.
we are at an eternal war.
just stand accused and confess.
the darkness in my mind is neverending.
our time is slipping away.
i saw the visions.
i have forseen this destiny.
when i close my eyes.
i see this world in flames.
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- 3. Kenosis
betrayed by false priests of love.
you wallow facedown in the dirt.
you cant change what you have become.
the life you claim to live.
is just a blend of death and filth.
obliteration is on the verge.
a beast raging within yourself.
can you control what you have summon.
still you are a slave to the fury.
for it only is the true desire.
of your soul.
absolution is denied.
i seek for a direction in the skies.
my mouth is filled with praises.
and the gods sent down their lies.
tried to cheat the saviour in disguise.
a burning fire upon us to break the silence.
hell on earth.
no guidance, no hope.
mortality failed me again.
this fire will be reborn.
drop dead to rise again.
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- 4. Hybris
war inside our heads.
my minds only at peace.
when my bodys at war.
the downfall of us all.
encrypted in every bloodline that we draw.
death is slow decay.
i wish for a day to end all days.
life as we know it.
shall be ceased.
an existence of suffering.
nothing shall remain.
the price we pay.
for playing god.
soaked in inquisition.
life in denial.
nothing shall remain.
flowers wither, nature rots.
our bodies decay, our sickness.
our disease, our demise.
godsend.
i fear tomorrow.
so shall you .
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- 5. Zephyr
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- 6. Sunfall
i lost control.
i have got to burn this soul.
the beginning of the end is now.
ill bury this head in sorrow.
the life lies in the heart of every man.
as silent as the grave.
as shallow as the grave.
i want you to feel everything.
if this is real then why do i feel like this.
if this is real then why do i feel out of place.
if this is real then why do i feel like this.
if this is real then why do i feel convicted.
aggression, anger and hate.
the call for freedom is deafened by fear.
its the twilight of gods.
and some of them cry for more.
sunfall.
the sun is falling down again.
i am terrified.
it's breaking my faith in everything.
a journey edged in my skin.
fear is in the heart of every man.
cant feel.
cant live.
cant trust.
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- 7. Thorn
heaven in her arms.
yet its destined to fall apart.
tragedy foretold.
see the prophecy in her eyes.
all that you hoped for.
consumed by the fire.
spread your wings of iniquity.
i wont feel save underneath.
now that the truth shall be revealed.
madness is the closest thing to sanity.
ripped out salvations wings.
i see the world of safety.
its so far from here.
the thorn in the flesh.
for every lover condemned.
to suffer this.
consternation.
infernal angels holding such horror.
i cannot bare.
i await the horrendous in awareness.
watch it wither in your hands.
beyond salvations grasp.
reveal yourself to me.
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- 8. Stillwater
an ocean of wrath.
crashing in upon us.
the signs all over the horizon.
will release the destruction.
still waters run fucking deep.
no further word shall be uttered.
the warnings are all around.
no shelter in humanitys tragic flaw.
yet you will ignore the signs.
knee deep in dead wake.
stillwaters run fucking deep.
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- 9. Axis
forced myself to build this temple.
and tore it down a thousand times.
wanted to get higher than the horizon.
i believed humanitys lies.
the will, the purpose, the knowledge, the pain.
all lost within the lie.
in the eye of the believer.
i shall not fear heaven nor hell.
gathering the evil in the presence of fear.
and it never kept me in balance.
i salute you, the sons of terror.
i embrace you, the daughters of pleasures.
goddess turned to whores.
we all have become the lie.
death was never an option.
now our souls are alight.
i am alive.
as it is.
so be it.
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- 1. Speaking Tongues
for 7 years and 7 months.
the fear has been asleep.
i carried it all deep so inside.
like a promise i tried to keep.
for 7 years and 7 months.
a sea of pain and disbelief.
i felt it all deep inside.
like i was fucking unfortunate.
the pain is rising.
the fear is swelling.
the weight is overwhelming.
the soul is disintegrating.
do you know who you are.
in the end grab all you can.
the storm of souls is creeping in.
I can feel my body fading and.
i hear you preaching but i cant.
i cant i cant i cant hear a thing.
the bones are cracking.
the skull is cracking.
the skin is ripping.
the devil is crawling its way out.
when you say those three words it's like.
you are speaking tongues.
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- 2. Failed
for far too long i have been the bitter one.
shame fell on me when all my hope was gone.
so i corrode my mind with the hate.
that has built up inside for decades.
ill walk alone indeed. not among.
foes but the friends i do not need.
i can see a light before my eyes.
what is left for me to sacrifice.
give my all.
turn away your face from this disgrace.
if your blood runs dry. you've left no choice.
why should i.
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- 3. Hellsent
i was spat into this world.
with nothing but my faith.
now i spit on the sun and this world.
and silently grow up in discontent.
a smouldering hatred pushing me forward.
this soul is bruised and fucking tortured.
i am hellsent and for this i am martyred.
you promised me compassion. i am still alone.
you granted me salvation. i am still wounded up to the bone.
your name will be cursed.
for all eternity.
and through all remorse and all regrets.
this slaughtered soul will surely never forget.
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- 4. Burn Cold
good and evil.
heaven and hell.
drifting apart.
but meaning well.
its a matter.
of life and death.
burn cold to.
find a rest.
the scars, the scratches i confess i burned the bridges.
the bruises, the pains cant wish them away.
but they no longer restrain.
gotta keep me alive in this constanct decay.
its better to burn cold than to fade away.
you have seen me trying. (trying).
i was so close to fail.
you have heard me lieing. (lieing).
i was only lieing in despair.
you will never witness my last breath.
cause this is a survivors heart.
it will blow up in your face.
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- 5. Snakepit
so shadows will accompany every step i take.
since i sucked up your lies with no regret.
some call you the devil, the sin, the beast.
you never lost my trail.
i can hear you calling my name.
in the dark.
we are both down here.
you are deep inside of me.
our minds are creeped in.
the day i have always feared.
there is no way out..
lies fill me up like venom.
nothing will ever ease the pain.
this is damnation.
snakepit.
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